2005-05-23 - 7:10 p.m.

just some things on my mind that I need to share.
1. the other night mike and I were in bed and what do i find out? he doesn't care for the city that much! what?! he doesn't want a job in a city and he doesn't care for visiting them much either? how did i not know this yet about him? i check the paper source website almost on a daily basis looking at what jobs they are offering. i would love to work at one of their stores but you know what? they are all in the city.
2. i am really disliking my job. it is so boring. and my boss has a temper though it hasn't been too bad lately. but i just feel like i am going no where. i have no desire to go to work in the morning. i hate it.
3. i am questioning whether i am ready to be married. i love mike with all my heart. i have never loved someone like this but am i cut out to be wife material right now?! seriously. he does all the house work. i don't know how to cook real food, just stuff out of the box. i don't know if he knows what he is getting himself into.
grrr. i have just had a really crappy day and needed to vent.
oh and i think i totally messed up my computer today at work. lost all my pictures, all my mp3s. all my drives are still there and my desktop is alright but i think i really messed things up. guess that will teach me not to download things onto a computer that isn't mine.

m.

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